I need to update my blog, but for right now my unknown readers, or imaginary readers as it may be, tonight it is quiet and all is well. I still think of my husband every day, but not as much as I use too. I do tend to argue with him in my head, like that would do any good, other then give me the satisfaction of always winning the fight!

I grow more and more aware that he has no intention of changing his mind. I don't want to stay married to him for another four years if that is his intent so my daughter can stay in the house. All that does is make me a prisoner. Never wanted by him, but at the same time, not free to be wanted by anyone else.

I do have to be patient for the right moment though.

He's away from us now in another city and I'm much happier because of it.

So for tonight, its quiet and all is well in my world.